up to the hill
She was
no more than twelve, with a big heart and loneliness. A girl hugged her dog and
held him so tight he even squalled a bit.
-I am
so sorry, - she whispered, - You know I love you.
A girl
had no clue about those words but started to think what the love means. She hears
those words everywhere but no one ever explained the meaning. Why do people
keep saying the every five minutes to everything and everyone? Don’t the words
lose their spirit after being said too many times? What’s the point of saying
something you even don’t mean?
-Pointless,
isn’t it?,- she said again to her dog.
She was
thinking about everything in the small life. How big it was and how many
memories she already has. The dog in her arms was quiet now, watching the
sunset together calmly.
-You
know, I’m not going to stay here forever. I have to see this sun from its other
side. All the places show different sunsets, right? You’re gonna be gone by
then. This is sad but I already lost some things. I will lose everything and
everyone that I care about eventually. It may hurt, but you have to let it go.
Even though no one is strong when alone but it’s better to not feel anything
than to be lonely and useless, right?
The dog
just turned his head to the left side and observed the last sunlight of the day
as the sun was already gone. He has become too energetic by this time after
resting for five minutes and started to running around and hiding behind the
hills.
The
girl stood up and took her bicycle. After the seconds, the dog was already
running around her legs, all smiling and happy. They started to go together
towards the
After
exactly five years the same black dog on the same hill and at the same time was
chasing the October’s sunset and never came back from it.
The
same girl, who was no longer twelve, followed her dog’s path to the completely
different direction, leaving behind everything she once had – the grass, the
sand, the hills.